Thank you, dear Jennifer (Jennifers unite. I say that to my other friend Jennifer all the time. I have an appointment with yet another Jennifer today and the amazing tech where I do HBOT is also named Jennifer). I appreciate the links and thank you for the kind words. Looks, unfortunately, can be deceiving.
A blessing to have such a good friend to spend the day, and a son who wants to spend the day with his mom as well. Using the pepple was a good hook for the story. One wonders, "the pepple on her son's phone? what is that all about?" So now we know. Getting upset over the pepple is a return to the normality of getting upset over nothing, which is how most of us spend our days when we don't have more important concerns to cloud our minds. Your response was perfect.
So true, Steve. So many blessings. I am grateful for all of them, even the blessing of these uninvited guests doing the cha cha in my innards. Actually, more like building the Leaning Tower of Pisa in my innards. As much as I am ready for them to leave (and never return, thank you very much), I have been learning ALL the lessons courtesy of this illness. #ocularmelanoma #thegiftthatkeepsongiving p.s. I'm beyond grateful, also, for my son p.p.s. I'm also so grateful to readers like you p.p.p.s. Having a terminal diagnosis to beat makes one channel a lot of gratitude for everything. That is, when one is not moaning in pain in bed. There's probably something to be grateful for there too though IDK what it is--maybe the opportunity to profoundly understand how other people suffer?
Thank you for sharing this lesson. It now becomes our lesson as well. I actually needed this today. I have been beating myself up over something that happened. It certainly was no pebble... but like that pebble, things done in the the past are irretrievably gone.. and I need to cut me some slack, let it go, and keep moving forward, be it painfully limping or be it running!
I think of you often. I Pray for you and your team! Thank you for sharing your wisdom and journey so generously. Much love!
Heya SuperSally888, thank you for your comment and for sharing that you're dealing with a pebble, I mean boulder, of your own. I think it's easy to say "let it go" and sometimes hard, so hard, to actually do it. I really enjoyed David Hawkins, M.D.'s book. I was challenged by how he wrote something along the lines of "It's simple. Acknowledge the emotion and then just let it go. It's that easy." A good technique? Yes. Easy? Heck no. At least not for me.
Oh yeah hit that boulder away... it's like a ball on an elastic string.... it often bounces right back... so here I am dancing around trying to avoid being wacked on the head when it rebounds and to position myself to slam it far away again... again, and again, and again until that damn elastic finally breaks through repeated wear and it that rock really is gone irretrievably into the blue yonder.
Prayers for you Jennifer 🙏. I found you years ago on the vaccine issue, I believe it was even before C-19. I am very sorry for your health challenges & pray you find a way to overcome them.
I think what confuses me the most is how we are to continue with the mundane of our daily lives when nothing is 'normal'. At some point our families have to do their thing and proceed with their daily lives when yours is falling apart. Praying not only for your healing, but for your strength and understanding of it all. You are such a wonderful guide for all of us. God bless you. And yes, you do look fabulous! That counts for something, right?
Hi Jennifer, 12 years ago my father had the same type of cancer. He did conventional treatment and honestly it was the conventional treatment that did him in. We were very trusting and seeing the best oncologists at Dana Farber in Boston. Shortly after he passed the Truth about Cancer came out. There was an episode on melanoma where they discussed a treatment called Rigvir that was approved by the FDA in the country of Georgia and Armenia and had an extremely high success rate for advanced stage melanoma. This was before there was as much censorship as their is now. I was blown away when i read about it and wish I had known about it when he was first diagnosed. I hope this info is helpful and pray for your healing. 🙏
Thank you Freedom Sister. What conventional treatments did he do? I've not ever heard of Rigvir (that I remember anyway). Thanks for mentioning it here. I will ask someone to research it for me. So sorry about your dad. It's hard to lose a parent, at any age.
Thank you . He was a very young fit 76 and was still working full time in his private orthodontic practice. His treatment was “ipilimumab” at Dana Farber - an immunotherapy (not sure about spelling) and radiation. He had a bad reaction to the drug and ended up having to remove much of his colon. From what I remember Rigvir was an immunotherapy derived naturally from a virus that wasn’t dangerous to humans but was to melanoma and attacked melanoma cells . no patent or $$ incentive for pharma USA was my understanding. i hope this info helps!
Hi Jennifer, it's wonderful you are making the enormous effort to get outside, enjoy the sun and family time despite your physical challenges, and eloquently sharing your life lessons, which we can all benefit from.
I hope you received/read the April 5 emails I sent from my email account in Dr. Peter McCullough's private c19 group and also from my other personal email account. We have communicated before through my c19 group email account (I use the pseudonym Faith in c19 discussions) and we are also connected on LinkedIn. I believe the information I shared in my April 5 email about melanoma with supporting links/studies could be life saving. I donated to your GiveSendGo campaign and shared it on social media.
Since my April email, I did not attempt to reach out again because I respect your request not to recommend other natural treatments. But given your departure from Hope4Cancer and your appreciation to Jennifer Collins Brever for the information she shared, I thought I would try again.
Thank you for your support. I am grateful. Sadly, I don’t remember if I saw your messages. I was in the hospital then and much too sick and addled that month to read all my emails. I still have about 500 unread in my inbox. I get severe eye strain so I’m not online very much and no longer part of the c19 group. Im sorry if I did not respond. ❤️💔
Thanks for your response Jennifer. I'm no longer active in the c19 group due to lack of time. It was great to participate earlier when the information was coming through like a fire hose. I have done substantial research on cancer modalities while my father was battling multiple myeloma and I continued to do so after he passed away in 2012. A close friend was diagnosed with stage 3 rare melanoma after an annual checkup and three years later it is stage 4 (spread to his brain). He was always fit and healthy but he received the Covid jabs and boosters. I warned him about the jab's risks but his wife believed the fear porn and is pro-vaccine. So a lot of my cancer research has focused on melanoma. While I realize there are different kinds of melanoma, I truly believe my research on life saving cancer treatments will be very valuable to you. I will send you a message through LinkedIn and also another email so you can search for my email with my email address. Sending big hugs and healing prayers. I know you will beat this.
I had unrelenting guilt about the smallest things - must be perfect, right? -
but I realized that this was was holding not only me but my child hostage with bad feelings. I learned to say, and think, things like “that bling really really wanted to explore the world - not just hang on your shorts! We need to let it go and let it have it’s adventures! “
Ah, that would have been a clever thing to say! It's so good when we can actually stop the negative spin in its tracks with a joke or a creative thought or a reframing. I learned this from a kindergartener two decades ago. She was playing on the railing with my oldest daughter and another girl. The other girl accidentally kicked Izzy in the mouth. It hurt and she cried out in pain. At first she was mad. Then she felt gingerly inside her mouth with her fingers. "My loose tooth," she cried. "You made it more wiggly! Thank you, Hannah." She gave her friend Hannah the widest silliest most 6-year-old grin and the three of them laughed so hard and so long their bellies started to hurt. I will never forget the wisdom, maturity, and good humor behind Izzy's reaction to getting kicked in the mouth.
Thanks for this post Jennifer and sharing the news you received last week with all of us. I am keeping you in my prayers and always reading your posts and updates (with your wry humour still showing up!) The boat photos are fab and I am grateful you said yes to such a day! Keep those scissors close by for your next human moment. I've already had a few myself today. xoxo
Jennifer if I may, you don’t look like you are dying. You look like you are glowing with health.
Jennifer if I may yet again, have you heard of the Banerji protocols for cancer? They are third generation homeopathic recipes for curing cancer.
Joette Calabrese in Florida is a remarkable homeopath that studied with the Banerji brothers in India.
https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC3875062/
https://joettecalabrese.com/blog/the-eyes-are-the-windows-to-the-soul/
Her number is at the end of her article.
I enjoy reading your work.
Wishing you All the Best on your healing journey Jennifer!
Thank you, dear Jennifer (Jennifers unite. I say that to my other friend Jennifer all the time. I have an appointment with yet another Jennifer today and the amazing tech where I do HBOT is also named Jennifer). I appreciate the links and thank you for the kind words. Looks, unfortunately, can be deceiving.
GOD's Divine blessings to you & your family. Holding you close in prayer ...
Thank you.
Healing prayers for you Jennifer. 🙏🙏🙏
Thank you.
A blessing to have such a good friend to spend the day, and a son who wants to spend the day with his mom as well. Using the pepple was a good hook for the story. One wonders, "the pepple on her son's phone? what is that all about?" So now we know. Getting upset over the pepple is a return to the normality of getting upset over nothing, which is how most of us spend our days when we don't have more important concerns to cloud our minds. Your response was perfect.
So true, Steve. So many blessings. I am grateful for all of them, even the blessing of these uninvited guests doing the cha cha in my innards. Actually, more like building the Leaning Tower of Pisa in my innards. As much as I am ready for them to leave (and never return, thank you very much), I have been learning ALL the lessons courtesy of this illness. #ocularmelanoma #thegiftthatkeepsongiving p.s. I'm beyond grateful, also, for my son p.p.s. I'm also so grateful to readers like you p.p.p.s. Having a terminal diagnosis to beat makes one channel a lot of gratitude for everything. That is, when one is not moaning in pain in bed. There's probably something to be grateful for there too though IDK what it is--maybe the opportunity to profoundly understand how other people suffer?
You are on my heart and in my prayers every day….love from someone you’ve never met….
So much of our stories the same, you inspire me to keep learning and keep going.
Thank you, Kathy. I appreciate the love. Sending lots back to you.
Jennifer, I am stunned that you can write so wonderfully still with all that you are going through. Sending love and prayers.
Thank you Vanessa. 🩷
So grateful you got to have this day. <3
🙏🩷❤️🧡💛💚🩵💜🩷Me2.
As a fellow , hurry up and react and then feel badly - kind of person - I hear ya.
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Thank you for sharing this lesson. It now becomes our lesson as well. I actually needed this today. I have been beating myself up over something that happened. It certainly was no pebble... but like that pebble, things done in the the past are irretrievably gone.. and I need to cut me some slack, let it go, and keep moving forward, be it painfully limping or be it running!
I think of you often. I Pray for you and your team! Thank you for sharing your wisdom and journey so generously. Much love!
Heya SuperSally888, thank you for your comment and for sharing that you're dealing with a pebble, I mean boulder, of your own. I think it's easy to say "let it go" and sometimes hard, so hard, to actually do it. I really enjoyed David Hawkins, M.D.'s book. I was challenged by how he wrote something along the lines of "It's simple. Acknowledge the emotion and then just let it go. It's that easy." A good technique? Yes. Easy? Heck no. At least not for me.
Oh yeah hit that boulder away... it's like a ball on an elastic string.... it often bounces right back... so here I am dancing around trying to avoid being wacked on the head when it rebounds and to position myself to slam it far away again... again, and again, and again until that damn elastic finally breaks through repeated wear and it that rock really is gone irretrievably into the blue yonder.
You might find some useful information here: https://imahealth.org/cancer-research-innovation/
Prayers for you Jennifer 🙏. I found you years ago on the vaccine issue, I believe it was even before C-19. I am very sorry for your health challenges & pray you find a way to overcome them.
Thank you Mark.
I think what confuses me the most is how we are to continue with the mundane of our daily lives when nothing is 'normal'. At some point our families have to do their thing and proceed with their daily lives when yours is falling apart. Praying not only for your healing, but for your strength and understanding of it all. You are such a wonderful guide for all of us. God bless you. And yes, you do look fabulous! That counts for something, right?
Hi Jennifer, 12 years ago my father had the same type of cancer. He did conventional treatment and honestly it was the conventional treatment that did him in. We were very trusting and seeing the best oncologists at Dana Farber in Boston. Shortly after he passed the Truth about Cancer came out. There was an episode on melanoma where they discussed a treatment called Rigvir that was approved by the FDA in the country of Georgia and Armenia and had an extremely high success rate for advanced stage melanoma. This was before there was as much censorship as their is now. I was blown away when i read about it and wish I had known about it when he was first diagnosed. I hope this info is helpful and pray for your healing. 🙏
Thank you Freedom Sister. What conventional treatments did he do? I've not ever heard of Rigvir (that I remember anyway). Thanks for mentioning it here. I will ask someone to research it for me. So sorry about your dad. It's hard to lose a parent, at any age.
Thank you . He was a very young fit 76 and was still working full time in his private orthodontic practice. His treatment was “ipilimumab” at Dana Farber - an immunotherapy (not sure about spelling) and radiation. He had a bad reaction to the drug and ended up having to remove much of his colon. From what I remember Rigvir was an immunotherapy derived naturally from a virus that wasn’t dangerous to humans but was to melanoma and attacked melanoma cells . no patent or $$ incentive for pharma USA was my understanding. i hope this info helps!
That's terrible about the bad reaction. I hope someone reported it to the FDA. 😟
https://www.rigvir.com/
Thank you for the link.
Hi Jennifer, it's wonderful you are making the enormous effort to get outside, enjoy the sun and family time despite your physical challenges, and eloquently sharing your life lessons, which we can all benefit from.
I hope you received/read the April 5 emails I sent from my email account in Dr. Peter McCullough's private c19 group and also from my other personal email account. We have communicated before through my c19 group email account (I use the pseudonym Faith in c19 discussions) and we are also connected on LinkedIn. I believe the information I shared in my April 5 email about melanoma with supporting links/studies could be life saving. I donated to your GiveSendGo campaign and shared it on social media.
Since my April email, I did not attempt to reach out again because I respect your request not to recommend other natural treatments. But given your departure from Hope4Cancer and your appreciation to Jennifer Collins Brever for the information she shared, I thought I would try again.
I continue to keep you in my daily prayers.
Thank you, too, for the prayers. I think they help. A lot. 🙏❤️
Thank you for your support. I am grateful. Sadly, I don’t remember if I saw your messages. I was in the hospital then and much too sick and addled that month to read all my emails. I still have about 500 unread in my inbox. I get severe eye strain so I’m not online very much and no longer part of the c19 group. Im sorry if I did not respond. ❤️💔
Thanks for your response Jennifer. I'm no longer active in the c19 group due to lack of time. It was great to participate earlier when the information was coming through like a fire hose. I have done substantial research on cancer modalities while my father was battling multiple myeloma and I continued to do so after he passed away in 2012. A close friend was diagnosed with stage 3 rare melanoma after an annual checkup and three years later it is stage 4 (spread to his brain). He was always fit and healthy but he received the Covid jabs and boosters. I warned him about the jab's risks but his wife believed the fear porn and is pro-vaccine. So a lot of my cancer research has focused on melanoma. While I realize there are different kinds of melanoma, I truly believe my research on life saving cancer treatments will be very valuable to you. I will send you a message through LinkedIn and also another email so you can search for my email with my email address. Sending big hugs and healing prayers. I know you will beat this.
I had unrelenting guilt about the smallest things - must be perfect, right? -
but I realized that this was was holding not only me but my child hostage with bad feelings. I learned to say, and think, things like “that bling really really wanted to explore the world - not just hang on your shorts! We need to let it go and let it have it’s adventures! “
Sending imperfect ❤️ your way.
Ah, that would have been a clever thing to say! It's so good when we can actually stop the negative spin in its tracks with a joke or a creative thought or a reframing. I learned this from a kindergartener two decades ago. She was playing on the railing with my oldest daughter and another girl. The other girl accidentally kicked Izzy in the mouth. It hurt and she cried out in pain. At first she was mad. Then she felt gingerly inside her mouth with her fingers. "My loose tooth," she cried. "You made it more wiggly! Thank you, Hannah." She gave her friend Hannah the widest silliest most 6-year-old grin and the three of them laughed so hard and so long their bellies started to hurt. I will never forget the wisdom, maturity, and good humor behind Izzy's reaction to getting kicked in the mouth.
Thanks for this post Jennifer and sharing the news you received last week with all of us. I am keeping you in my prayers and always reading your posts and updates (with your wry humour still showing up!) The boat photos are fab and I am grateful you said yes to such a day! Keep those scissors close by for your next human moment. I've already had a few myself today. xoxo
Thank you Lisa. I am so grateful for the prayers. And the eyeballs. And I hope you have your scissors handy too!
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